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Fucking best song!!! [27 Feb 2005|03:08pm]
[ mood | SU-FI!!!!!!!!!! ]
[ music | Say Anything - Admit It ]

Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
That vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs
You know nothing about art or sex
That you couldn’t read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine
Prototypical non-conformist
You are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo
You adhere to a set of standards and tastes
That appear to be determined by an unseen panel of hipster judges (bullshit)
Giving a thumbs up or thumbs down to incoming and outgoing trends and styles of music and art
Go analog baby, you’re so post-modern
You’re diving face forward into a antiquated path
It’s disgusting, its offensive don’t stick your nose up at me

Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah

You spend your time sitting in circles with your friends
Pontificating to each other forever competing for that one moment of self aggrandizing glory
In which you hog the intellectual spotlight
Holding dominion over the entire shallow pointless conversation
Oh we’re not worthy when you walk by a group of quote unquote normal people
You chuckle to yourself patting yourself on the back as you scoff
With the same superiority complex
Shared by the high school jocks who made your life a living hell
And makes you a slave to the competitive capitalist dogma
You spend every moment of your waking life bitching about

Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah
And I say yeah, what do you have to say for yourself
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah

Cause I’m proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
You’re free to whine, it will not get you far
I do just fine, my car and my guitar

Proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
You’re free to whine, it will not get you far
I do just fine, my car and my guitar, yeah

Well let me tell you this, I am shamelessly self-involved
I spend hours in front of the mirror, making my hair elegantly disheveled
I worry about how this album will sell
Because I believe that it will determine the amount of sex I will have in the future
I self medicate with drugs and alcohol between my extremes of what I think

You are a faker (admit it)
You are a fraud (admit it)
Yeah, you’re living a lie (yeah) living a lie (yeah) you’re life is living a lie
You don’t impress me (admit it)
You don’t intimidate me (admit it)
Why don’t you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank

Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself
Whoah, whoah, whoah, whoah
And I say yeah

I’m proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become
You’re free to whine, it will not get you far
I do just fine, my car and my guitar, guitar go!

I'm drift drift drift drifting yeah
I'm drift drift drift drifting yeah oh

And I am done with this
I wanna taste the breeze of every great city
My car and my guitar
So you come to me, made of these, urgent unfulfilled
Oh no no no no no
I have when I'm dead I'll rest
But that's away still
When I'm dead I'll rest, I'll rest

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Sick... [15 Feb 2005|04:37pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Forgive Durden - Im A Sucker For Fakes ]

Wow I have been sick from friday and still am. I have bronchitis and it totally sucks. I mean whos sick vday blah oh well. I had a good vday other then being sick though. I haven't been in school for the past two days. I should be in school tomorrow though. I've been thinking since I've been sick and I feel a huge change coming on in my life. I wrote a poem a little bit ago titled Lost...

i once was found but now i'm lost
falling to the ground no matter the cost
maybe when i hit the ground i'll feel it
and i'm getting close i have to admit

the cliff use to seems so far up when i started to jump
but maybe someday it will just be a bump
i know to myself no matter i need to stay true
even if my skies don't always stay blue

life kicked me when i was down
in sorrow i seemed to drown
but as i swim up for air
i know once i reach the surface its victory i can declare

so here it comes i can taste the dirt
i can already feel the blood soak my shirt
but i know after i get up from hitting the ground
it will be my true self i finally found

And I think I hit the ground and am finally getting up and dusting myself off and healing all the cuts and bruises and looking forward to tomorrow but living more in the present then in the future or the past. So yeah I'm healing more then just my sickness.

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Spring Break... [03 Feb 2005|12:02pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Tonight I'll be going to see if I can get a debit card so I can buy a plane ticket to NY for spring break. Tomorrow needs to come and go because this 5 day weekend will be great. I can't wait until spring break though. Last time I went up there it was great but then shit happen and now this trip is going to determine a lot. I hope everything works out. If it doesn't don't really know what I'm going to do. I guess I'll just have to deal with it if it doesn't. ANYWAYS this weekend is going to be great can't wait GO EAGLES!!! Alright nothing else to say LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[23 Jan 2005|05:30pm]
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EAGLES WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH BABY HELL YEAH EAGLES RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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